My body feel so warm right now...blame it on the beer...I admit I like you very much and I miss you very much....but what can I do after seeing a picture that makes me feel so unhappy...I think that must be ur gf...I tried to ask you but you never answer me...I guess she is...I'm just so stupid....so so so so stupid....I've should have known better...If I ever was just a game to you, I give up...I pretended that I'm ok..I am not ok....I thought you feel the same way with me...if you are why don't you just tell me it to me...but I guess I misunderstood it...you never...ohh I feel like crying now....gosh it must be the beer making me so confused...damn it....I need to sleep now....Thanks to my friends for cheering me up...and TQ Mun Ee for your time and a Root Beer Float:)

I don't get the answer for my question.

I believe my eyes and my instinct.

It's breaking.

Pretense is what I got.

I'm just hurt.

Now I know I'm not as tough as I thought.

I am fragile as always.

I should just let it go.

I think I don't mean anything to you.

You make cry

You make me laugh

Just woke up from a nap...I'm still feeling tired...

This morning went to LowYat again then I went to walk around and buy clothes...at least it does makes me feel better that moment...then went to Times Square and yum cha with a friend and my bro...damn 3 of us were so emo there....it was filled with so much -ve energy...haha...

today I feel so fed up and have this feeling of it will fades away...

I don't want this feeling to end...

but at the same time I'm thinking why I open up my heart, why I like you, why? Why I put myself in a position that will hurt myself?

Ain't I supposed to be happy to find someone I like?

Why is there a gap seems to be growing between us?

Why are you acting in a way that is so not you?

Why is there tears when I'm writing this?

Why am I crying for you?

It just feels so stupid.

I should have never open up my heart.

I should know better that it will always hurt me.

I should have never like you.

I regained my faith and lose it at the same time.

I can't trust it anymore.

I was sick for 3 days...few days oso no appetite to eat...feeling so weak and tired these few days...sigh...tomorrow still have to wake up early and follow my bro go college...I am thinking how am I gonna spend 2 hours waiting for him...I wanted to ask someone to accompany me for breakfast but I'm afraid of you saying no to me...I was hoping to see you longer today but I'm so useless that I don't even dare to look into your eyes and talk to you, even just a hi...at this moment I'm thinking why did I let my guard down and let u into my heart...all this while I've been protecting myself from getting hurt again but slowly you slipped in and I'm tired of holding in my feelings to you...soon there will be no more classes for me to attend and the chances of seeing you is very mere...this got me thinking of will it be the end of everything? sometimes I can't control myself but to msg you...everytime I did I feel I'm disturbing you or I am really disturbing you...

my dear friends keep asking me to just confess to you...If you know how I feel why don't you do something and let me know...I don't know what are you thinking...after all would it be just one sided feelings...but I can feel it that you have feelings on me...If I'm wrong just tell me.

I'm missing you.

Yes....I miss you...

I don't know what are you thinking but I wish I could and I tried to....



Sometimes you made me feel you know I like you, but sometimes it's just plain ignorance...



I'm holding in alot of emotions right now...



All of these are messing with my head...



You're in my head, I can't even hear myself....



Don't just leave me hanging!

Fallin for you

I don’t know but

I think I maybe

Fallin’ for you

Dropping so quickly

Maybe I should

Keep this to myself

Waiting ’til

I Know you better

I am trying

Not to tell you

But I want to

I’m scared of what you’ll say

So I’m hiding what I’m feeling

But I’m tired of

Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time

Just thinking about ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my life

And now I found ya

I don’t know where to

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here

And you hold my hand

Pull me towards you

And we start to dance

All around us

I see nobody

Here in silence

It’s just you and me

I’m trying

Not to tell you

But I want to

I’m scared of what you’ll say

So I’m hiding what I’m feeling

But I’m tired of

Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time

Just thinking about ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my life

and now I found ya

I don’t know where to

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it

My heart is racing

The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time

Just thinking about ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my life

and now I found ya

I don’t know where to

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’m fallin’ for you

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it

I want you all around me

And now I just can’t hide it

I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

OoohhhOh no noOooooohhhOh I’m fallin’ for you

I keep falling for you as I keep reminding myself forget about you...

Love is hard to resist...

I guess I never felt like this before...

How could you not know...

It's sad when I don't get to talk to you...

Am I missing you....

It's alright, it's Ok..

How I wish you would know how I feel...

All I'm doing is just pretend to be chatting with you normally when obviously there is something wrong with me.

You said I'm in love but you never thought it could be you.

It feels so ridiculous to be talking about another guy with you when in fact the other guy whom you thought I like does not exist.

Getting confused? Complicated?

Yes, that's the way I'm feeling whenever I pretend it is someone else when it is you.

Why do I keep staying up late til 3am these days?

Well, it is simple because I wanted to talk to you. But then who else you think I will be chatting with during those hours except for you.

Why do I fall for you?

I don't even know why and I am asking myself everyday.

I don't even know when I fall for you. This is so dumb.

What should I do?

Avoid you? or Continue to pretend it's someone else in front of you?