Ordinary Day

I was looking for you today but you weren't there....

Felt a little disappointment in me:(

Didn't expect much so after class headed to take my car...

While I was driving in the car and waiting in queue to pay parking tickets...

There I saw you going into the college...

I felt an urge to call out to you but I think I would make a fool out of myself for screaming out loud your name from my car....

At last I didn't do so......

Well you just don't see me,don't you?

You never thought it is you when the fact is yes I'm falling for you...

You never thought why would I spend so much time chatting with you if you are not the one I'm falling for....

You never thought of it.

Won't see it coming when it happens, but when it happens, let me tell you now.

Sleeeepppyyy~~~~

Yesterday chat til around 2am then have to wake up around 7 something for yoga class....

Felt so reluctant to go stretch myself but I have to cause I'm FAT!

Hopefully all my hardwork will pay off someday haha when my arms and legs slim down...when is tat day????

Now have to study....fukin bored when I see those notes....

I wonder will i fail if i dun study @_@

~~~~It's funny and stupid at the same time when I'm talking bout you but you thought that it's another guy~~~~~

It's so dysfunctional.

Stupid girl....

I should have known...

The one I wanted him to chat with me didn't do so...

but those I don't want come kacau-kacau (strangers).....

Now I know 'am luen' is not something funny

is suffering....

I rather 'tan luen' than 'am luen'

I thought you 'am luen' me but I guess not.

After knowing you for so long....I don't know why suddenly I started to develop feelings on you...no its not anymore about I falling for good looks...he's just an average looking guy...I think it's I like how he's able to make me laugh and feel happier...maybe it could be just a bunch of sweet talks...I think you never meant the things you said...these few days I dunno what's wrong with as I will take the initiative to msg you...but its not enough to say that I miss you.

I have to stop thinking of these and study for my midterm.

I'm getting sick of it!

You may think its somebody else,

you may be dumb or

you may act you dont know

who I'm talking about.

I still don't feel good.

Guess that I don't like what I saw.

But it got nothing to do with me.

I think I might have like you.

Why do I have to care so much?

Sometimes I can't differentiate what you said

Have I fallen for your jokes or words from your heart?

I can't figure it out.

Today at library computer lab browsing ppl's pics in facebook

Saw a place call Fullhouse..

The restaurant looks very nice and the interior is attractive.

I wanna go la but don't even know where is it

I feel so jakun right now....

Should I drive to Midvalley tomorrow?

Woke up early today and went to Low Yat

After breakfast then went to walk around at Sg.Wang

Didn't get to buy anythin not in the mood yet... went back to Low Yat and sit at my dad's office then help my dad to send things to the shop with brother...so boring...

Then my dad said let's go to Very Very Thai restaurant at Times Square for lunch as Father's Day celebration

But he paid for it hahaa

The tom yum soup is very spicy leh! but very tasty...

I would rate it 4 out of 5.

After lunch, went to walk around at Times Square with my brother

At last bought a top and went back home.

What a boring day.......

Well, while I was finding for my SD card I found photos of me with my ex.

It hurts my eyes to see his face.

It reminds me alot of things.

No, I'm not sad because of him.

I'm just wondering will I ever find love and faith again after the 2 past relationships.

Sometimes I think I had given up on love.

Today had MA2 midterm.

I think the test is still ok not that complicated.

The classroom was so small and overcrowded so we have to change to a 'bigger' classroom.

But it still cannot fit us all. haha.

LoL today had a funny conversation with mun ee.

Until now also I feel like laughing when think of her and '5 fingers hill'

hahaha

Tommorow have to follow my brother to college(guide him in car how to drive).

So lazy la....have to wake up early.

Then don't know I should wait for him until finish class anot.

Follow him go college around 11am then wait until 2pm leh

If wait then what shoud I do there?

Should I find people to go for lunch but find who? -_-"

I think none of my friends have class on Saturday.

*Sigh*

Feel like asking him to 'eat himself' drive by his own.

Today no appetite to eat.

Only had lunch until now.

Bye.

Hmm...

You are not that bad after all.

Guess I should stop dreaming.

There is no white horse.

At least u can put a smile on my face.

Ouchh!

Oucchh!

My toe hurts! The skin is scratched! Not nice already hahaha

All because of a stupid fall....

I was walking happily to my car after my class and all of a sudden I slipped!

Woot~~~I lost control and fell down with a half split pose.........

And now I think my legs muscle is overstretched man!

Hahaa and the best part is my brother is standing next to me laughing at me and staring at me on the floor!

He is not helping!

Luckily it was around 6pm and there were nobody when I fell

Hahaha Thank GOD!!!

IF not I will so damn embarassed....

That's all for today...

Have to go train my character in maple..

I want it to be level 70 and can't wait to change to third job.

Hopefully I will be able to train it to that level.

9 more levels to go!