Just woke up...hmm...woke up with a weird feeling and it feels bad...can't I just get over you? It just seems so hard...I have to let it go...at least for today...I need to put myself back together into one piece and study for tomorrow exam...I feel so frustrated with myself! Just don't feel like doing anything! All these emotions inside of me is starting to take over me...I thought I hid it and control it well...OK...the truth is I am not...there is something eating me up slowly...why is my life like this? I wish it would change to something easier. Please tell me what to do when you just can't seems to give up but you can't reach it either. I'm stuck. oh...this is so suffocating. I think I really miss you.