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I'm guilty:S

Off to sleep now.

Goodnight:)

Exam is on this coming Thursday:(

I haven't even start revising yet

Not even a chapter.

I'm doomed.

Have to force myself to study!!!

Can I say that I have care less about you these days?

Maybe I am:)

I'm waiting silently for you here in my place.

But that doesn't means I'm gonna wait forever.

But I still bless you to be happy with her will all my heart.

I guess that's what it will do to you when you truly care and love someone.

You will just want him to be happy and be there for him even if he don't realise it.

You will feel happy just to see him and talk to him even if he is not yours.

You still think of him when you know you shouldn't.

You will not care even it's just friendship between the both of you.

Because all that matters is just you.

To Lee Yee Yeng,

You must be strong and face it!

Cry all you want but you must get back up on your feet!

Before It's Too Late

Goo Goo Dolls - Before It's Too Late

I wander through fiction to look for the truth
Buried beneath all the lies and
I stood at a distance
To feel who you are
Hiding myself in your eyes

Hold on before it's too late
We'll run till we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

And the risk that might break you
Is the one that would save
A life you don't live is still lost
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real 'til it's gone

So live like you mean it
Love 'til you feel it
It's all that we need in our lives
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real 'til it's gone

It's all that we need in our lives
It's all that I need in my life

愛才送到 妳卻已在別人懷抱

酸酸的空氣

整顆心懸在半空我只能夠遠遠看著

我懂我也知道

捨不得

說不上為什麼

我想大聲宣佈

對妳依依不捨

也許時間是一種解藥

也是我現在正服下的毒藥

我在幸福的門外 　卻一直都進不來

愛能不能夠永遠單純沒有悲哀

愛可不可以簡簡單單沒有傷害

Today had Management Accounting 2 final exam...

1 more subject to go:)

Then I'll be free from exams.

No more exams...and goodbye UCSI....

It has been a week that I have no appetite to eat...

Will it just fade away like this?

I know it's true when it stays strong in me.

But it should just fade away.

Shouldn't stay in my heart.

Just woke up...hmm...woke up with a weird feeling and it feels bad...can't I just get over you? It just seems so hard...I have to let it go...at least for today...I need to put myself back together into one piece and study for tomorrow exam...I feel so frustrated with myself! Just don't feel like doing anything! All these emotions inside of me is starting to take over me...I thought I hid it and control it well...OK...the truth is I am not...there is something eating me up slowly...why is my life like this? I wish it would change to something easier. Please tell me what to do when you just can't seems to give up but you can't reach it either. I'm stuck. oh...this is so suffocating. I think I really miss you.

Why do I still think of you?

I keep reminding myself not to and keeping myself busy.

The feelings is overwhelming me.

I feel OK but I don't think I am.

Can't lie to myself.

I wish to talk to you so much ...but I know I can't...I need to forget about you...now I know how deep had I fallen for you...I can't help it...no matter how much I like you nothing will ever change...I understand everything...not gonna make anything complicated...I'm not gonna hold back my tears tonight...I will let it flow for the last time and walk far away from you...there will be no presence of me from now...after this semester I won't be seeing you anymore I guess it really puts a full stop to it...now I am only looking forward to going Hong Kong after this semester...it will be nice to leave this place.

Angela Chang (Zhāng Sháo Hán) 张韶涵 - Qíshí Hěn Ài Nǐ 其实很爱你

líkāi bù huì tài bēishāng
离开不会太悲伤
yǒuxiē xīnqíng gāi shìfàng
有些心情该释放
zhídào yǎnlèi tā zìjǐ luòxia
直到眼泪它自己落下
cái fāxiàn piàn bùliǎo zìjǐ
才发现骗不了自己
qíshí hěn ài nǐ
其实很爱你

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xiànzài xué zhe qù yíwàng
现在学着去遗忘
duǒkai yǒu nǐ de dìfāng
躲开有你的地方
huíyì bèi shéi fàng zài shūjià shàng
回忆被谁放在书架上
bǎ tā cóng zuìgāo de dìfāng luòxia
把它从最高的地方落下

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gǎndòng yuèshì shēnkè
感动越是深刻
jìmò jiù yuè shāngrén o
寂寞就越伤人喔
měi gè rén de xīnli
每个人的心里
dōu huì yǒu yī duàn shānghén
都会有一段伤痕

xiàng báizhǐ de tiānzhēn
像白纸的天真
fǎnfù bèi nǐ shāng de hǎoshēn
反复被你伤得好深
xiāng'ài bù xūyào lǐyóu
相爱不需要理由
líkāi yě méiyǒu lǐyóu wǎnliú
离开也没有理由挽留

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This is kinda how I feel right now...
Should have know love is never right for me...
Cause everytime it just goes bad...
It's alright, it's OK...I'm used to it...
I can live by myself..

I should have known better.

Stupid girl.

Ahhhh...I feel the pain in my heart!

Wanna cry out loud!

I'm so lost with you

This song by Hey Monday kinda describes how I feel:)

Run, Don't Walk.

I am restless and I keep trembling

Everyone watch me as I descend

Into a feeling that's overwhelming me

I've finally stopped, stopped making sense

I can't stop talking to myself

A desperate cry for help

Run, don't walk

The sky is falling through

Don't talk tonight, so confused

I'm lost, I'm lost with you

I don't care where we are

Or where we're heading to

But I know I'm lost

I'm lost with you, with you

My mouth keeps moving

I've lost focus now

Clock keeps ticking, time's running out

Where we're headed there is no heading back

Trip ain't ugly, I'm losing ground

I can't stop talking to myself

A desperate cry for help

Run, don't walk

The sky is falling through

Don't talk tonight, so confused

I'm lost, I'm lost with you

I don't care where we are

Or where we're heading to

But I know I'm lost

I'm lost with you, with you

For the record

When I'm with you

Things are looking better for once

Everything is brighter than the darkness before you

Run, don't walk

The sky is falling through

Don't talk tonight, so confused

I'm lost, I'm lost with you

I don't care where we are

Or where we're heading to

But I know I'm lost

I'm lost with you, with you

* Gotta go sleep soon...going to college for revision with Mun Ee:)